For those of you who know and those who don't these last couple of weeks ave been really rough for me. I've been struggling and trying to find a way out of it. So today I thought it would be a good chance to be grateful. I made a top ten list of things I am grateful for.
#10 My job. There are days but I'm glad I have one. For the most part people make me laugh.
#9 My home.
It is my sanctuary. I love that in this place my
children grow and learn. It's the place I get to do the greatest thing on earth, be a Mom.
#8 My country. Last night was amazing. Sneaking into a concert and watching my little niece on the stage in uniform. Dad would have been proud since all his children and grandchildren had eyes that were sweating.
#7 My Parents. What a great childhood I had with vacations, family home evening, guess the animals, singing as a family and love at home.
#6 My siblings. They are all so great to me and listen to "I see Becki". Without knowledge of where I am are willing to encourage me to connect when I'd rather hide.

#5 Isabella. She is my oldest and often times gets stuck with a lot of responsibility, but every day she impresses me. She has great intelligence, wit and a wicked sense of humor.
#4 Garrett. My little man. Who would have ever thought having a boy would be so different but it sure is. You melt my heart and drive me crazy all in the same moment. I wouldn't change any part of it.

#3 Sara. This little girl is my princess in every way. She has so much self confidence it's amazing. She has many friends and will call anyone she meets her latest friend.
#2 Brooklin. Oh my little menace. She is the most loving child. Just today
while at the park she felt a little girl was not being fair to her sister and she looked at her with
anger in her eyes and said "That's my sister you know." She loves everyone.
#1 Gavin. Oh how lucky I am to have a man that knows how to deal with the insane so well. This past week when I've needed support you were my rock. I couldn't love anyone more.